Dark are my thoughts

Dark are my thoughts.

Dark as the night.

As the night,

where no stars,

no moon

is there

to show a light.

A light of hope.

 

I fear them

As I fear myself.

Fear my loneliness.

What it does to me.

To my thoughts.

My clouded mind.

My dark mind.

 

My thoughts,

as dark as they are.

Scared of them.

Scared to life.

Cause life itself,

seems like a curse.

A curse,

I can not

free myself from.

 

Dark are my thoughts.

Dark as the night.

 

«When the past no longer illuminates the future, the spirit walks in darkness.»

Alexis de Tocqueville

 

I’m falling

I’m falling
Down this big, black hole
I’m falling
Can someone save my broken soul
I’m falling
The darkness is so cold
I’m falling

My soul is damaged of hidden scars
Of loneliness and broken hearts
Darkness always keeps finding me
My sorrows still are blinding me
Is there a hope for this soul of mine
Is there salvation, or end of time

I’m falling
Down this big, black hole
I’m falling
Can someone save my broken soul
I’m falling
The darkness is so cold
I’m falling

In my thoughts there’s only rain
I’m tortured by all this pain
Hope  is lost, and can’t be found
I’m screaming but there’s no sound
On the alter of life I’m sacrificed
Now the darkness can be satisfied

I’m falling
Down this big, black hole
I’m falling
Can someone save my broken soul
I’m falling
The darkness is so cold
I’m falling

How am I to find my way out of all I feared
How am I to to fight this when I’m so scared
Because my soul is lost in all this darkness
My soul is lost in all this darkness

I’m falling
Down this big, black hole
I’m falling
Can someone save my broken soul
I’m falling
The darkness is so cold
I’m falling