Dark are my thoughts

Dark are my thoughts.

Dark as the night.

As the night,

where no stars,

no moon

is there

to show a light.

A light of hope.

 

I fear them

As I fear myself.

Fear my loneliness.

What it does to me.

To my thoughts.

My clouded mind.

My dark mind.

 

My thoughts,

as dark as they are.

Scared of them.

Scared to life.

Cause life itself,

seems like a curse.

A curse,

I can not

free myself from.

 

Dark are my thoughts.

Dark as the night.

 

«When the past no longer illuminates the future, the spirit walks in darkness.»

Alexis de Tocqueville